CS with ATI

I got ATI All in wonder 32ddr retail, after CS 1.3 or HL came out i have to use Direct 3d to play cs, with opengl i have like only 10-20 fps, with direct3d i got more, but when i use direct3d i cant go main menu or go ut to windows, then the screen will just be black, i liked to play in opengl i was just wandering if any one else have had this problem to?